Welcome to Hell !

You are not alone!  No matter what you are going through, an end is available.  No more emotional pain, no more distress, suicide helps those intelligent enought to know that it is the solution to escape hell into nothingness.  Relief at last!  Learning about suicide helps you to prepare for the most courageous event of your life, the Gift of Death.  And, if you are concerned for someone else, be aware that there is really NO HELP available anywhere for those in need, just torture and medical treatments which prolong the agony but disguise it from the rest of society. 

Would you rather your loved one suffer 15 years of intense torture in a mental hospital, or a quick and near-painless end?  Stop thinking so selfishly about missing them, because for them it is over.  For you, too bad.

You can help by learning the basic ways to the Gift of Death, and pass them on to those suffering.  Tell them to be careful, because the Thought Police are trying to round them up, and keep them alive for yet more torture.  Suicide must be kept extremely secret, and never tell your closest friend, or bible-thumper assholes will try to keep you from its relief.

When asked, always say that harming yourself would be ridiculous, pointing out something that you like, something that makes you feel good for awhile.  Never tell anyone about your plans to escape Hell here on Earth.  Hell and Earth being the same place is a big secret.  Misery-Prolongers, working as religious leaders, will be expecting you to show signs of being suicidal, such as increasing alcohol or drug use, changing your mood or personality, expressions of anger or rage, having anxiety or agitation or lack of purpose, or a desire to get your final affairs in order, such as giving away posessions.  All of this must be kept Top Secret, so do not tip your hand.

In addition, the Life-Prolonging Shit-Heads are looking for your withdrawl from family and friends, expressions of hopelessness, risky behavior, and feelings of being trapped.  Since you do not want to be shocked, medicated, and have holes drilled into your head by the sadistic Mormon quacks who run the psychiatric hospital system, you need to Shut The Fuck Up!  Currently, torture is the only solution for attempted suicide that our society knows.

Beware of the so-called "Do-Gooders", brainwashed into thinking this planet is not hell, because you may need to act immediately to protect your escape plans if one of those cocksuckers finds out.  Because you clicked on this link, and this page is not the usual "God and Jesus" bullshit, you are already being closely watched.  Don't get paranoid, just stay aware.  Your cell phone will be used to track you, and gives off your location information every 15 seconds even when turned off.  Certain undercover operatives will ask how you are doing.  Important to smile and tell them that everything is great.

No one can help you to accomplish the courageous and great gift of Suicide, because that would be considered murder under our oppressive legal system.  You can, however, become educated in it.  Doctors, psychiatrists, social workers, and us psychologists all are.  Learn how and how not to proceed.  --Author Anonymous

Suicide and the U.S. Military:

Suicide has been the Number One problem of our military, only 1 out of 4 deaths caused by The Enemy, the other 3 out of 4 caused by suicide.  If you speak with Military Veterans thinking about suicide they tell you things like "I followed my orders and killed 200 helpless little babies in an orphanage.  I deserve to die."  No, you do NOT deserve to die.  You were brainwashed, hypnotized, and learned to always follow orders.  You are only guilty of not knowing any better.  Society should be punished, not you.  Never commit suicide to punish yourself.  Commit suicide to punish society, for what it has done to you and also to everyone else.  The new wave is to cause maximum Collateral Damage on your way out, using nerve gas, anthrax, or a nuclear warhead, so you can Fuck Up society plus end suffering for a whole lot more people than just you.  The termination of just one little piece of Hell (Earth) is a blow against the forces of evil which run it.

Are you thinking that you may be stupid to have sacrificed so much for a nation and society that obviously does not care about you, and just wants to make it LOOK LIKE they do?  You are not alone.  There are more help options for military veterans than for the General Public, but even so, military retirement and disability pay are awful, at best.  Get injured in the military, and you will probably live on the sidewalk forever.  Hell, you say?  Well, not heaven, for sure.  The military uses even more human blood and semen in its food than society in general does, in order to maintain brainwashing ("Socialization")  and get you to do things like follow orders.  For a discussion on how this all works, read NZ9F.com/Gnosis.

You were NOT stupid to sacrifice for our military.  You were just brainwashed and hypnotized.  Not your fault.  All nations do this, because they need soldiers to do their evil, and make it look like those soldiers are actually doing good.  The United States is no more "wrong" (or "right") than any other country.  Our nation follows the military policy of "Don't Negotiate, Exterminate" when it steals governments, their land, their cultures, and their resources such as gasoline.  Ordinary citizens that I know who live or lived in Afghanistan and Iraq say that when the US leaves, businessmen left behind will be murdered, and their dictatorships will return, by order of their people. 

So, the sum total of going to war was nothing, except gasoline shot up from $1 a gallon to $4 a gallon, plus we quintupled the National Debt and are now extremely bankrupt as a result.  This has caused more than 100% REAL inflation the past 12 years.  Is all this worth getting guys like you injured and killed?  Well, if you are rich and own a lot of Oil Company stock, it was marvelous.  Vietnam was the same thing, so we have not learned.  Gasoline went from 20 Cents a gallon to 80 Cents a gallon, and now nearly 50 years later we still have the Vietnam Veterans living on the sidewalks of San Diego.

The military does not calculate the cost of injured, killed, and the cost to their families when it adds up the cost of war in bombs, labor cost, logistics, and other military expenses.  It also does not account for the damage that war does to the economy for the next 50 to 75 years after the war stops.  We are still paying bills from the Korean War of the 1950s, and have less than HALF of the Vietnam War of the 1960s paid for!

None of this is your fault.  Stopping unnecessary wars that are killing off this great nation will take new leadership in the military, and, if not, will take massive insubordination and mutiny.  High-ranking officers are not bullet-proof, and neither nuclear weapons nor nerve gas bombs launch themselves.

Suicide and Related:

Prof. John Kitchin, Milwaukee Free University

The ultimate in escape from your problems is to cause your own death.  There are, however, a number of problems related to that, and I will cover them.  After that, you own you, and can do what you want.  If you are thinking about killing yourself, there are a few things here that you may not have considered.  Suicide is an irreversible decision, like marriage, a new baby, murder, and paying taxes.  It is something that you have to think about ahead of time, because it cannot be undone.  So, read this:

My religion, Ancient Paganism, believes that suicide is sometimes the answer, but not all that often.  So, I will give you the parameters of evaluating whether or not this is your answer.  I make none of those "always wrong" claims like the fuck-heads who run MOST of the religion business.  You are not my dog, not my slave, and you are in charge of you.  I will help you either decide you want to, or do not want to, plus not mess things up worse than they are now.

Society's bullshit calls suicide a cowardly thing, just like it calls suicide bombers cowards.  Far more brave and courageous to sit in an underground military bunker and operate aircraft drones than to risk your own life, right?  Suicide is the ultimate in bravery, not cowardice.  If you realize that everything on TV, in the newspapers, in magazines, in movies, and on the radio is all complete bullshit lunatic garbage, then you already know this.   And if you did not know that, then you are stupid, like most people.

The reason for the propaganda regarding suicide is that the wealthy people do not want to lose a slave.  They have education money invested in you, along with many years of brainwashing via the news media.  You have no value dead.  Then they cannot extort money for rent, legal fees, food, and lots more.  Nobody to worship them and their money.  That is a serious problem for the wealthy people, but killling yourself is a great way to say FUCK YOU to them all.

No truth about your specific death will ever be public, however.  You will be called mentally ill, deranged, and hopeless, even if you are in good spirits and making an excellent choice.  Any suicide note that you write, giving your reasoning,  will be read by only one or two corrupt police officers before they burn it.  No one will ever know!  We keep the real reasons for suicide a closely-guarded secret, and make up bullshit ones in the press.

There are two types of people attempting suicide, those who are serious about it, and those merely wanting help.  Both are subjected to torture if caught.  If you even TALK about suicide, you will be handcuffed, degraded, locked up, fed huge amounts of lies and bullshit, treated like a lunatic, forced to take dope drugs, submitted to quack psychiatry to control you, and deprived of your freedom.  Then the prison, called a "hospital", will addict you to nicotine, use blood and semen added to your food in order to control you, fill your head with religious bullshit that even they do not believe in, and many other methods of torture.  You poor asshole!  You made a mistake.  Never divulge to anyone that you want to commit suicide, stupid-fucker!

Quite probably, you wanted to be caught, in order to get some help, and you might not even know that.  Little did you know that you would get torture instead.  The biggest cause of suicide is the awful way that people are treated in the Mental Health system!  Once they get out, they cause their own death, reinforced by the horrors that they learned in that system.

Here are some things to consider:  Your friends and family will be hurt, or even devastated.  Your reputation will be ruined, as now you have "become a lunatic".  Everything done in your life will be in question.  Those who survive you will be upset, even those who are neither friend nor family.

Against these things you must weigh your own needs.  The world is full of people who killled themselves without knowing that the winning lottery ticket was in their pocket.  They did not even check the numbers.  Consider that you do not have to leave today.  You can do that next week.  The opportunity will still be there, as long as you keep it a secret.

I've worked in clinical psychology, including volunteering for Yahoo!, and let me say that when I find somebody better off dead, I cannot say so.  Religions make money on overpopulation, which is why they oppose abortion, suicide, and even birth control.  They also make money on real estate, not affording rent being coincidentally the primary cause of suicide.  Fewer people results in less demand for housing, and more realistic (lower) real estate prices.  Bad for the atheists who run the religion business.

Once you decide to tell society to kiss your ass, make sure you leave cleanly.  Hospitals are full of people missing arms and legs who jumped off a bridge to die, and were unsuccessful.  Imagine failure, at a cost of being in pain for 40 years, unable to kill yourself to end that because you are too crippled to do it!

The Hemlock Society has more info on death by self, but let me cover some of the bad ways.  Also, consider that you get one "wild card" when departing, in that you could shoot some asshole in the head, and then shoot yourself.  Wild cards often do not work out, so they are usually not a good idea.  And, if any sort of a hostage negotiator is involved, they are professional liars.

Drowning is a bad way to die, as it takes a long time and is traumatic and painful.  Cyanide has the same problems.  Drug pill overdoses result in becoming "discovered" and "rescued" when not yet dead, and then staying alive in a hospital for many years of torture.  Bad ideas.  Likewise, jumping into traffic or from a high place usually results in staying alive, but all broken up.  A lot of pain and suffering, your reward for being a stupid asshole.  And, you deserve it!

Hanging (lynching) works effectively, but very few people do it correctly, and suffer a lot as a result.  I cover some of the basics, below.  Carbon monoxide rarely works, as it takes far longer than you think, plus most machines no longer emit enough of the stuff to kill you at all.  This results in you living on as a brain-damaged vegetable.  Suffocation is no fun, but quick and easy, either involving the use of a tourniquet around your neck, or a plastic bag over your head.  Clean, but it does take longer than some methods.  Intraveinous drug overdose is quick, clean, and works well, such as an overdose of heroin.

Getting back to hanging, the idea is to sever the third vertebra, a weak spot at the base of the neck, in order to cut the spinal cord.  That is the purpose of the long knot in a hangman's noose.  It changes the fulcrum-point of the rope's effect on your neck.  You could instead put the end of the rope thru a pipe before attaching it to your neck. 

From there, it is the slack on the rope when you fall that snaps your spinal cord.  So, hanging from a ceiling is ridiculous and torturous.  You would slowly and painfully suffocate.  Instead, jump off a 3-story building tied to a 2-story rope.  You need to pick up speed on the way down in order to properly snap your neck.

Okay, enough gore.  By now, you realize that what you really want, at least right now, is help.  Suicide will still be there tomorrow if nothing else works out.  There is no rush.  I do give you some solutions to the suicide problem on my Psychology Page (link below).  There are actually ways out that you never considered.  And, if you do not or cannot understand Psychology Page, try reading Mental Health Page (icon below) for an explanation how psychology works.  Thanks for listening, and, maybe, nice knowing you.  Remember that only YOU own YOU.

Conclusions:  Any options which can never be reversed demand a lot of thinking beforehand.  I cannot help you with that in person, or I get the choice of either telling you lies or going to prison.  I have met God, in-person, and IT (God is neither male nor female) does exist.  God permits suicide, which results in your being born as a new baby.  There is no penalty for doing it, but having to learn a new language, new culture, going to school, etc., is a huge pain in the ass, along with having to be a child for 18 years. 

Every minister and other seminary graduate knows how reincarnation works, but they took a paid job to feed you bullshit about heaven and hell, to keep you under control, and make a profit every time you pay your rent or buy food.  And, most religious leaders (99%) do not believe in God, either.  I am one of the few who knows for sure on that one.  Everything TAUGHT about God, however, is a huge lie.  I write about God on Religion Page (link below).

A good Homeless Suicide Program would help homeless persons and families to commit suicide.  To be effective, however, there would need to be additional damage to society as well.  If the homeless or poor person were to kill a government official in addition to themselves, this plan could be helpful towards obtaining change.  Otherwise, all their suicide does is to end suffering for one person or family, getting rid of precisely a person or persons that society obviously does not care about.  That does not help to change matters for the rest of us.

Psychology Page..

Religion Page  CLICK RED ICON.. Angels Page.

Watch out for the Thought Police trying to torture you into staying alive so that they can make money selling you overpriced food and rent, and enslaving you into a job that makes them rich and you poor.

Decided to die?  Here is a questionnaire that may help:  (Note that if you are POOR skip the first 13 questions and go to Question #14, below.)

QUIZ: Are you ready to die?

1. Do you have an irreversible physical illness or condition -- one that will not get better?

2. Do you suffer unbearably most of the time?

3. Will you lose any semblance of who you are as a person as your illness progresses?

4. If you didn’t have this illness, would you want to live?

5. Have you explored all alternatives to ending your life, for example, further treatment, comfort care?

6. Have you discussed your thoughts about dying with those closest to you?  

7. Are people you love and respect sympathetic with your wishes?

8. Are your ideas about dying now consistent with your religious and ethical values?

9. Do you have a plan that follows authoritative information from respected sources to accomplish a peaceful and dignified death?

10. Do you have a plan that will not jeopardize or traumatize anyone else?

11. Have you discussed with an authoritative source what other choices you have to end your life besides the plan you have?

12. Will someone be with you so you do not die alone?

13. Have you explored the Final Exit Network program?

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If you have answered Yes to all 13 questions you might be a candidate for an assisted, hastened death. If you have answered No to any of these questions, you should not act to hasten your death until you have explored the possibilities further, except as below:

I add a 14th question.

14.  Are you economically poor?  If you answered yes to that question, how come you have not killed yourself yet?  The other 13 questions no longer count, plus getting in touch with others can only delay the death you need.  Fuck everybody, you own you.

This section below is only for people who have money, and not for poor people.  I spoke with over 50 psychiatrists, psychologists, social workers, and similar professionals about my poverty making me want to die, and none could give me any reason to live.  All told me to get a clean death, and not end up in a hospital all chewed up and suffering.

These are some more common "Death When Suffering" orgs, which do not include poverty as a good reason for death.

END OF LIFE CHOICES

Faye Girsh (fayegirsh@msn.com)

You have the right --

To be fully involved in decisions about end of life care

To refuse or withdraw unwanted medical treatment including food and fluids

To designate a proxy to make your medical decisions if you cannot

To have your advance directives followed

To end your own life without assistance and to have someone present; to use services of the Final Exit Network

To be as pain free as possible including receiving palliative sedation

To move to Oregon, Washington or Montana; to use Dignitas in Switzerland

To change doctors

Write down and discuss these options with loved ones and caregivers:

Your medical and long-term care insurance

Your assets are and where to find them

Whom you designate to speak for you (and alternates) for health care – and finances

Treatments you want under what circumstances including CPR and food and fluids

What you want done with your body; what kind of service you want

Documents:

Advance Directive

Obtainable at hospitals or at www.caringinfo.org – Distribute copies to anyone involved in your care. Revise periodically.

Do Not Resuscitate (DNR) Order (must be signed by a doctor) To order this form, contact: California Medical Association / Publications Department / P.O. Box 7690 / San Francisco, CA 94120-7690 or call (415) 882-5175

POLST (Physician’s Order for Life Sustaining Treatment) An order from your doctor stating your end of life wishes. Complete in last year of life. (chcf.org)

Organizations:  Of these, only Dignitas will consider poverty to be a reasonable reason for suicide.

Final Exit Network

Will provide personal information and support to people whose suffering is unbearable and are considering a hastened death. finalexitnetwork.org  or 866-230-2471

Compassion and Choices

Attempts to legalize physician aid in dying; offers services to terminally ill patients Also for information on using the Oregon, Washington and Montana Death with Dignity laws. compassionandchoices.org  or 800.247.7421

World Federation of Right to Die Societies

Supports international organizations advocating for choice and dignity at the end of life. worldrtd.net

Dignitas

Swiss organization that provides assisted dying to non-citizens. dignitas.ch/index.php?lang=en 

Death with Dignity National Center: Works on changing the law deathwithdignity.org  

Hemlock Society of San Diego: Meetings, information, books 619-233-4418 or hemlocksocietysandiego.org